In the wake of one of the most violent layoff waves to hit the technology sector in decades, my journey with Microsoft came to an abrupt end as part of the organizational changes that swept through the industry. Little did I know that this decision would plunge me into a realm of uncertainty, forcing me to confront challenges I never anticipated.
The Harsh Realities
The decision to terminate my journey with Microsoft was undoubtedly one of the hardest I’ve had to make. Dreams were shattered, plans came to a screeching halt, and objectives were postponed to an unknown date. Adding to the weight of this personal turmoil, my home country was grappling with an economic crisis of unprecedented proportions. The local currency had lost a staggering 70% of its value, and inflation rates soared to 300% in black markets.
It felt akin to standing at the open door of a plane flying at 32,000 feet – a number that holds great cultural significance within Microsoft. Many, like me, were left with no choice but to jump, with or without parachutes, into the tumultuous sea of joblessness.
The Struggle for a New Beginning
Since May 2023, I have been embroiled in a relentless struggle to secure a new job, all while navigating the challenges that come with being in the mid-career phase. Unlike juniors or managerial levels, opportunities for mid-senior professionals are slower to materialize and harder to come by.
Day after day, I spent eight hours applying to numerous jobs, filling out lengthy applications, and clinging to the hope that something positive would emerge from the sea of uncertainty. It proved to be a far more demanding task than any job I had applied for in the past. Recruiters and hiring managers, seemingly oblivious to the nuances of corporate layoffs and reorganizations, often misunderstood the circumstances, associating layoffs solely with poor performance or policy breaches.
Living in the Shadows
The economic situation in my country and the Middle East, coupled with the lack of understanding surrounding corporate upheavals, created a perfect storm of obstacles. The decision-making process for hiring “ideal” or “perfect” candidates stretched on for months, a luxury I couldn’t afford as I faced the imminent threat of financial instability.
My health became collateral damage in this struggle for survival. I had to forgo medical checks, abandon ongoing treatments, and halt dental care due to the unavailability of medical insurance and the exorbitant cost of healthcare. Every moment was spent juggling the need for employment with the pressing realities of daily life.
What adds an extra layer of sadness to this journey is that for the past 25 years, I have been known as “The Microsoft guy.” The cultural reluctance to embrace open-source technologies and the perception that age is a hindrance to starting anew with different technologies only added to the complexity of my situation. Despite being open to relocation, opportunities seemed limited, and the weight of age-related biases became an unwelcome companion.
Demonstration of Microsoft MSDN for Engineering students when I was part of Microsoft Student Partners, 2008
A Glimmer of Hope As I pen down these words, I hold onto the hope that this challenging chapter in my life will soon come to an end. The resolve to get back on track and reclaim my professional identity remains unwavering. The technology sector is dynamic, and opportunities may arise when least expected. I look forward to the day when I can once again dive into the world of innovation, learning, and contributing to the ever-evolving landscape of technology. Bottom Line The termination of my journey with Microsoft may have closed one door, but it has opened my eyes to the resilience and determination required to navigate uncharted waters. As the storm of uncertainty rages on, I remain steadfast, hopeful that the tides will turn in my favor, and a new chapter of growth and success will unfold.